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[10 Apr 2004|05:34pm] |
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Hi! My name is Laura. I need to die. <3
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[15 Nov 2003|05:13pm] |
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I gotta remember to take my medicine because right now I'm feeling really anxious and I'm trying not to cry...I hate that feeling. I really do. Before I started taking my medicine, I would feel like this every single day. I need to figure out how to make myself feel better without medicine. I really really wish I could. Damn me being so emo right now. Damn it to hell. Ok, I should go do something productive like clean my room or do my essay or drive off a cliff or something.
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[09 Nov 2003|10:57pm] |
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how come insecurity always seems to come with happiness? At least with me...it really frustrates me.
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[24 Oct 2003|04:48pm] |
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I've never felt this way before. Yeah, I had a pretty tough breakup with a bf of a year and a half but that could never compare to this. It's only been one day and I feel completely empty and hopeless. I desperately need things to do to keep my mind off it. Anyone and everyone PLEASE call me and make plans. PLEASEEEEEEEE!
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[24 Oct 2003|11:04am] |
wow i hate my life right about now.
first the whole thing with paul, then i just went to check my scores for the SATs i took a few weeks ago. I was all excited because i thought i totally killed them. i thought they were so easy and i could've sworn my score went up. well, no, it actually went down...70 FUCKING POINTS!!!!! what the hell is wrong with me?!?!?! seriously!!! then as soon as I look at them and am on the verge of tears because i'm a dumbass, my dad decides it's the perfect time to come in and yell at me. thanks dad, i love you too. the only good thing that's happening today is that i'm getting a haircut and im sure something will happen like she slips and ends up cutting a hole in my hair or something.
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